SPM

let's talk about spm

from the period before it until now, how do you feel?

before spm came, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i told my sis every night that i am going to commit suicide maybe jump down from a tall building or anything but of course you are not reading a ghost blog now. why would i say like that? nyahhhh couldn't finish studying lo. too much to study too little time. study 2 pages then feel very proud of myself and start wasting time and comfort myself like this: you deserve it you have studied today =) LOL self cheating

exam anxiety LOL

every time

1.11.2012 it's the majlis restu...... the night before that, all the memories in these five years played back in my mind made me feel like oh I'm graduating .... just like that?! the majlis restu was really nothing but nothing =.= even when all the form fives sat in anjung and listened to teachers speaking i still felt nothing. only until the class gathered in canteen for pizza and the guys chasing and hitting each other, taking photos,  i felt like oh this is it my secondary school life is ending and, friends are separating...

5.11.2012 the first day of spm. we still got tips but you know what i just hoped the tips never come out, me don't wanna resit any paper. but it's really the first time we sit for an exam without tips i think for many people including me. so yea went in to the dewan and wrote until you can't feel your hand like literally.

 9.11.2012 a 10 days break started! and slacking too! everything became more interesting than ever but books never do. open the book, yawn, close the book, look for some much interesting things----- happen every time. a call from leyi did slap me hard then. i told myself so many motivating quotes and bla bla bla. it did help a bit but the break was really too long not my fault.....

22.11.2012 ok the exam feeling is back babeh finally stop yawning and start studying! yay so not much to write because studying is somehow boring

28.11.2012 exam is over oh yea!!!!! piak! wake up you still have Chinese remember? no i don't! watch TV read books simply waste time doing nothing like there's no tomorrow..............................

3.12.2012 it's done everything has ended bye spm. well the "oh yea I'm free" feeling actually last only for few seconds after the last paper was collected. after that you just feel like oh finally i have time to do this and that and this and that and then you can't make up your mind what to do LOL 

aiya an ending means another start
life goes on
so hohohoho good luck le form 4 people



or maybe you can hope for this ;)